this is my everyday life in a shell.. ..
im the center of my world.. and everyone in or around it just lives in it. . hehe . . this collage couldn't have made the picture more clearer.. LLs.. jkin but yea this isn't even 1/4th of my fam, or my world..
Feb 6, 2009
this is my everyday life in a shell.. ..
Posted by JAYFENDii at 12:11 PM
soooo, i've been on this workout thing.. and i've been trying to gain weight..
well the guy i've been talking to says i shouldn't try to gain weight, i should be happy the way i am. i mean i guess that makes sense but i want to feel like i look good.. not just look good lol..
no but really on a more serious note..
i wake up;
go running for 25-20 minutes (with the dog)
come in, glass of water (i've been on this water thing lately)
eat a nice (but small portioned breakfast)
shower and get ready for my day.. (all by 1ish 2ish; i tend to wake up late)
oh yea and waking up early is another thing im working on .. hehe ..
once i've gone about my day doing the usual; babysitting, blogging, reading, writing..
it would be around the time to run again .. (i plan to run twice a day)
before i get ready for bed;
go running for 30-35 minutes (with the dog)
come in, glass of water
a nice liddle healthy snack bar
shower & then off to bed.. (all by 10ish)
*i've been working on going to bed "early" so my days can be longer.. hehe ..
hm, i will post a pic of what i look like now and then lets say in a month and a half i will post a pic of what i will then look like.. motivation is key! woohoo to working out & being healthy ..
Posted by JAYFENDii at 11:07 AM
Feb 5, 2009
Posted by JAYFENDii at 7:57 PM
Posted by JAYFENDii at 7:46 PM
" In the United States, more than 37 million people live below the poverty line; approximately 74 percent of them are located in major metropolitan areas. A wide variety of social, historical, cultural, educational and structural factors contribute to the persistence of poverty in the world’s richest nation. Despite these obstacles, poor people are embracing microentrepreneurship as a pathway out of poverty. In fact, many clients of U.S. microlenders break out of dead-end jobs, unemployment and dependence on public assistance to become successful entrepreneurs, creating jobs for their families and their communities. " - forgot what site i got this from..
the important thing is.. before we can help others... we might want to start with what we call home.. just thought to hit the softer side .. =]
Posted by JAYFENDii at 7:38 PM
her blog is over the top on wow status.. i mean its just perfect lol..
well heres a video of her apply make up. she's really good for someone who didn't understand the art in it.. until she started playing around with a few things and mastered it on her own..
check her blog out.. 'LAALAA ONLINE'
Posted by JAYFENDii at 2:22 PM
amazing how different she looks. id say time did her good.. looks like she grew out of whatev stage she was in.. found this on another blog site.. her blog is pretty good... i have to look for her blog so i can post it as a link. heres her link.. x__love love
Posted by JAYFENDii at 2:20 PM
How'd yu feel when yu noticed the guys yu liked are now considered liddle boys..
How'd yu feel when yu noticed yu wanted something more.. something more on yur level..
How'd yu feel when yu realized that what yu wanted was a real man, a grown man.. a man who understood yur worth; rubbed yur feet; watched what he hated just bc yu liked it; playd in yur hair until yu fell asleep..; knew when to get yur favorite candy or soda (as silly as that may sound).
.. Well i just realized that what im use to isn't what i want anymore.. Im so content with what time has introduced to me.. the transition from what i was use to, to what i now have was a rollercoaster ride furshur! but i mean it is what it is and im happy with this amazing change. this may not make any type of sense to yu, however, it's just how im feeling and what im thinking at the moment.. so i guess, bare with me.. =/ lol.. i mean he makes me smile when im pissed off at him, he makes me giggle when he smiles.. and when he's gone he never fails to make it seem like he's still around the corner..
so song of the day .. Grown Man by Wayne ft Currency .. which also my all time fav!
Posted by JAYFENDii at 12:07 PM
Feb 4, 2009
they are a hot mess.. and to be honest with you.. i heard about this before either of the 3 posted their videos about it.. i heard about it when s.b was talkin about postin the video like a day or two before.. then heard about lbw wantin to do then did it and uh ohboy.. sean wantin to post one just because he thought they were funny. guess he wanted to laugh to. lol. his video was made the night before the super bowl (sat. jan 31).. i get my info straight from the sources mouth.
**I must admit, that Gucci jacket goes a liddle hard.. scot storch has good taste lol..
Posted by JAYFENDii at 10:53 AM
Feb 3, 2009
Posted by JAYFENDii at 5:17 PM
i just got in the house at 10:15 am & figured to jump on here and tell you a liddle about my night.
but i figured, i'd rather not make anyone jealous.. ;] aha! jp.. no but seriously, you knw how yur night can be just that bomb to the point where usually yu'd tell a homegirl.. instead this time yu want to keep it to yurself bc it was just that bomb of a night. i mean no matter what it is.. no matter what yu did that night.. yu just want to keep it all to yurself and replay it over and over in yur mind.. well; yu knw what i say.. until next time
Posted by JAYFENDii at 8:37 AM
Feb 1, 2009
I LOVE HER BLOG & APPARENTLY SHE'S FOUND OF MINE CHECK HER OUT: ILL;KINDA
THANKS FOR KEEPING UP WITH MY BLOG
ITS IS GREATLY APPRECIATED.
SORRY FOR THE COMMENT ISSUE.
I HAD NO CLUE IT WOLDN'T ALLOW YOU OR ANYONE ELSE TO LEAVE THEM
IT SHOULD BE ABLE TO WORK NOW. SO FEEL FREE TO COMMENT AND IF IT DOESN'T THEN I DO APOLOGIZE.
AND IN RE: I MEAN TO EACH IS OWN WHEN IT COMES TO THE PICS, HOWEVER, I REALLY THINK ITS NOT THAT SERIOUS TO THE POINT WHERE JAIL SHOULD EVER BE INVOLVED. BUT A FORM OF PUNISHMENT SHOULD FOR THOSE UNDER AGE.
Posted by JAYFENDii at 10:28 PM
SORRY ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I LAST POSTED.. BEEN JUST FOCUSED I GUESS.. IDK
ANYWAYS.. I HAVE A QUESTION .. MAYBE YOU CAN ANSWER IT..
I HAVE THIS THING WHERE IM KEWL WITH THE EX BOO'Z RIGHT; NOW I LEARNED TO JUST NOT BE AND LET THEM BE A THING IN THE PAST .. CONTINUING ON,...
EX BOO1 AND EX BOO2 KNOW EACHOTHER (NO, THEY AREN'T FRIENDS)
SINCE BEING BACK HOME I JUST STARTED KICKIN IT WITH EX BOO1 WHICH IS KEWL BECAUSE HE UNDERSTANDS THERES A NEW BOO IN THE PICTURE AND WE AREN'T ANYTHING MORE OR LESS THAN FRIENDS; AT THE SAME TIME HE TOLD ME "I'LL GIVE DUDE A CHANCE BUT WHEN HE F* UP & HE WILL F* UP, I'LL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING TO PICK UP THE PIECES." THATS KEWL AND ALL BUT IDK.. I LEARNED MY LESSON ON "ATTEMPTING" TO GET BACK WITH THE EX BOO WHILE IN LA.. SO ANYHOW EX BOO1 UNDERSTANDS AND WE'VE BEEN KICKIN IT FOR LIKE THE PAST HM 3-4 DAYS (KEEP THAT IN MIND)
NOW EX BOO2 AND I ENDED ON A REALLLLLLY BAD NOTE SO I LET HIM DO HIM AND GLADLY WENT ON WITH MY LIFE (AS NORMAL FOR SOME) WELL JUST A FEW DAYS AGO HE HAD CAME ACROSS MY PAGE AND HIT ME UP LIKE WHATS UP BOO WOO WOO WOO .. NOW OF COURSE BECAUSE I HAVE A NEW BOO I WAS LIKE HOLD UP IM NOT YOUR BOO #1 AND TWO HI HOW ARE YOU SO ANYWAYS WE MADE PLANS TO KICK IT AT HIS HOUSE FOR THE SUPER BOWL.. ME HIM AND A FEW OF THE HOMIES FROM SKEWL.. SO AFTER HALF TIME WE WENT FOR A WALK I GUESS TO JUST TALK ABOUT WHATEVER BEEN GOIN ON IN OUR LIVES SINCE I BEEN IN LA AND HE BEEN HERE.. ANY WHO.. WE WALKED AND HE WAS LOWKEY TRYIN TO FORCE FEELINS THAT WERENT THERE BY SAYIN THINGS LIKE I LOVE YU AND TELL ME YU LOVE ME (WELL I DNT) AND LIKE I GUESS HE WUDNT ACCEPT THAT SO HE LIKE TRIED TO KISS ME AND I GOT OUT THE WAY.. I WASNT FOR IT .. NEVER CHEATED NEVER WILL (THAT SHIT HURTS) WE STARTED PLAY FIGHTIN AND I PUSHED HIM AWAY KUZ HE WAS GETTIN TO CLOSE AND AS I DID THAT I CALLED HIM EX BOO1 NAME.. BUT ONLY BECAUSE EX BOO1 AND EX BOO2 WERE FORCING FEELINGS THAT JUST ARENT THERE ANYMORE.. AND IT HAD ME THINKIN LIKE THIS NIGGA IS AKTIN LIKE EX BOO1..
NOW HERES MY QUESTION: I KNOW IM IN THE WRONG FOR CALLIN A PERSON SOMEONE ELSES NAME, I'D BE MAD TOO, HOWEVER.. HE SHOULDVE NEVER BEEN TRYIN TO FORCE FEELINGS THAT ARENT THERE ANYMORE AND WILL NEVER BE.. IS THIS A SITUATION WHERE I JUST LET GO COMPLETELY OF HIM, LIKE HIM OUT OF MY LIFE IN ALL, AND KEEP HIM IN THE PAST AS HE'S BEEN THESE LAST 3 YRS OF ME BEING LA? I MEAN BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN BEING FRIENDS WITH THE EX BOO'S NEVER KNOW WHEN THEY MIGHT COME IN HANDY.. WHEN YU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO OR JUST KICK IT WITH..
Posted by JAYFENDii at 8:18 PM