tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35371884270149512582024-03-14T00:25:11.673-07:00THE SWEETEST THING I'VE EVER KNOWNWas like the kiss on the collarboneJAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.comBlogger171125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-57010038990514313792009-10-28T08:10:00.001-07:002009-10-28T08:11:35.204-07:00new startso heres the scoop on my life so far.. <div><br /></div><div>im moving to miami i cant wait </div><div><br /></div><div>me and one of best friends have been talking about this move for a minute now </div><div>& we're finally going i can't wait. a new start a fresh start this should be fun and interesting </div><div>:)</div><div><br /></div><div>until next time...</div><div>thats my update :)</div>JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-91513346441970286362009-10-10T14:00:00.000-07:002009-10-10T14:24:49.895-07:00let these thoughts bleed.<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">i've</span> been writing for a minute now & it never seems like i could ever run out of the things to write about. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">i've</span> been feeling for a minute now & it never seems like i could ever run out feelings & emotions to hurt from. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">i've</span> been thinking & it never seems like i could ever run out of thoughts. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">i've</span> been pumping this blood through my veins for a minute now & it never seems like i could ever run out of this blood that runs through my veins no matter how many times <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-error">i've</span> bled. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-error">i've</span> been making mistakes for a minute now & it never seems like there won't ever be another one made. so this time, let's pretend the world is my mother and i have fallen. please, please just let me bleed my words, feelings, thoughts, & mistakes so i can heel on my own & on my own time.<br /><br />where do i start? the beginning or the end? it all never makes sense no matter what point you start from. i just know i want it out and off of my chest. there are so many things that go on in my world, my life, that no one knows about. you know they say the best secrets are kept in books. you put a book down & the only way to know what's going on in the world of those pages are by picking it up and reading it. yet, no one ever has the "time" or "patience" to do so. this is my book. these are my secrets.<br /><br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-error">i've</span> been in love & i think <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_7" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> almost sure its hurting to admit this. at the moment i have tears washing the skin on my face. for something to hurt it sure is cleansing. it feels good and hurts at the same time. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_8" class="blsp-spelling-error">idk</span> what to think honestly, <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_9" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_10" class="blsp-spelling-error">soo</span> lost right now. anyhow i would consider myself a strong minded person when it comes to falling for a person and opening up and letting them in my world. a lot of people can claim they know me but it's only one who can really say he knows me & can tell me anything and i can & will believe it. for some reason <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_11" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> continuously thinking of this person and seeing from a distance what goes on in his world from a distance.. what to do about this but try and forget and let go.. but how when there's no one who i feel can make me feel the happiness he gives to me. it's a gift almost when <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_12" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> around him.. it's like the morning the snow first falls and a <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_13" class="blsp-spelling-error">childs</span> first snow angel. it's special. it's rare. it's once in a life time for me. love isn't promised to no one but when it comes hold on to it for dear life. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_14" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> such a rock its crazy i can't break down for or over no one i can't feel for no one but myself but when the tears wash his face like they do mine it's almost as if they do for me too. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_15" class="blsp-spelling-error">idk</span> if that makes any sense but <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_16" class="blsp-spelling-error">thats</span> the best way i can explain it. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_17" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> doing my best to let go and move on but its hard when you've never had or is rare to have. does anyone else understand..<br /><br />just let me fall<br />just let me bleed<br />just let me learn.<br /><br />love life.<br />love you.<br />me.JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-29515689019949407582009-09-29T22:44:00.000-07:002009-09-29T23:08:28.603-07:00.. its been ..so it's been a good minute.. actually, it's been about a week and a half since <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">i've</span> been at school.<br />WAIT! don't jump on my neck just yet. i was missing school to get money to pay my bills..<br />power was off.. but we're back on top :) new couch microwave <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">George</span> <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Foreman</span> grill trash can etc...<br /><br />anyhow, so today i had an interview with <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">abercombie</span> & <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-error">fitch</span>!<br />that was exciting! <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-error">lol</span>. hopefully i get the post i applied for.<br />later on today i will go back and apply for another position just to be on the safe side.<br /><br />so i have anywhere from a week to two weeks before finding out if i am hired for the position.<br /><br />well its been just about 60+ plus days and i haven't heard from the guy that left my house (from this day) 60+ days ago to find <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">himself</span> in an orange, gray, blue, or white uniform.. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_7" class="blsp-spelling-error">ugghh</span> <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_8" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> going to be as patient as i can... i mean they do say those who wait get more than what they expected.<br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_9" class="blsp-spelling-error">LMFAO</span> <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_10" class="blsp-spelling-error">ok</span> they don't say that exactly but i did so yeah <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_11" class="blsp-spelling-error">lol</span> ..<br /><br />anyhow .. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_12" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> off to bed.. turning it in kind of early tonight (2:07am) <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_13" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> going to school tomorrow!<br /><br />goodnight <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_14" class="blsp-spelling-error">ppl</span>JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-75423310352100773152009-09-22T22:52:00.000-07:002009-09-22T23:21:07.689-07:0009.23.09so <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">todays</span> my <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">bday</span>..<br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> officially 20..<br />no more of being in the teen years..<br />and still i have yet to really figure out just what it is i want to do.<br />my choices are: <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">strokers</span> (strip <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-error">klub</span> in <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-error">atl</span>) house night <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-error">klub</span> (in <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_7" class="blsp-spelling-error">atl</span>)<br />or join some <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_8" class="blsp-spelling-error">ppl</span> as they surprise me with whatever they have in store..<br /><br />oh and remember i expected to be "<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_9" class="blsp-spelling-error">wifed</span>" up by now..<br />however, i am not.. still :( sad right? i know..<br /><br />anyhow.. the day was ruff..<br />sadly, i had to "go there" with someone from my school whom i was helping out<br />on top of that.. as i said earlier, it's my <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_10" class="blsp-spelling-error">bday</span> and i have NOTHING to do..<br />the guy <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_11" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> oh so in like with is in jail (<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_12" class="blsp-spelling-error">sucky</span>) and he cant have any visitation..<br />nor can he make calls out.. :( what a birthday right...<br /><br />so <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_13" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> on the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_14" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Internet</span>, as usual, and i see someone has posted on their status (<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_15" class="blsp-spelling-error">fb</span>)<br />that <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_16" class="blsp-spelling-error">lil</span> <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_17" class="blsp-spelling-error">boosie</span> is locked up (or turning <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_18" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">himself</span> in) for charges of a gun and <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_19" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">possession</span> of <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_20" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">marijuana</span><br />and with good behavior he can get out with only serving a year though he was sentenced 2.<br /><br />oh other news... my <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_21" class="blsp-spelling-error">KHLOE</span> (<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_22" class="blsp-spelling-error">KHLO</span>$) IS <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_23" class="blsp-spelling-error">GETING</span> MARRIED!!!<br />the wedding will be held at a closed location (I KNOW WHERE). . .<br /><br />anyhow.. moving on to a new story...<br />how was everyone <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_24" class="blsp-spelling-error">else</span> day.. ?<br /><br />today the weather was perfect<br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_25" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">yesterday</span> it was <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_26" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">hurricane</span> <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_27" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Katrina</span><br />and today it was perfect <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_28" class="blsp-spelling-error">wth</span>?!!!<br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_29" class="blsp-spelling-error">ga</span> weather is <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_30" class="blsp-spelling-error">wakk</span>..<br /><br />oh went to this <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_31" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">restaurant</span> <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_32" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">yesterday</span> and filled out an <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_33" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">application</span><br />hopefully they hire me.. the guy said he would give me a call back but i know<br />with <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_34" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">restaurants</span> you have to keep calling to let them know you want the job<br />so <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_35" class="blsp-spelling-error">thats</span> what i will be doing and <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_36" class="blsp-spelling-error">thats</span> what i did today.. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_37" class="blsp-spelling-error">wellll</span> i called only twice<br />but that was between the slow hours so the guy told me that he would give me a call tomorrow<br />and if he <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_38" class="blsp-spelling-error">didnt</span> for me to call him.. bests believe i will.. :)<br /><br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_39" class="blsp-spelling-error">uhhgg</span> feel like <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_40" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> talking to much..<br />this ends this post.. :)<br /><br />goodnight!<br /><br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_41" class="blsp-spelling-error">ps</span>..<br /><br />HAPPY <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_42" class="blsp-spelling-error">BDAY</span> ME !!! <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_43" class="blsp-spelling-error">IM</span> 20!JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-37079416455820221662009-09-20T00:12:00.000-07:002009-09-20T00:18:17.668-07:00MY CLOSURE<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> ending my rainy night with this post.<br /><br />i seem to be restless at the moment.<br />so when i close the l.top screen, <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">i'll</span> just lay here until my dreams are 3d.<br />i cant seem to get this guy off of my mind its like my <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">every thought</span> is him.<br />me wondering what hes wondering what <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> wondering and so on..<br /><br />well,<br />listening to keyshia cole - you complete me.<br />goodnight world.JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-91144408879357390052009-09-19T22:08:00.000-07:002009-09-19T22:29:14.138-07:00& THIS IS HOW IM FEELING.at the moment i am listening to <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">anthony</span> <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">hamilton</span>.<br />its raining. there are 3 more days until my 20<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">th</span> <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">bday</span>.<br />by now i expected to be "<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-error">wifed</span>" up with a guy who has my <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">undivided</span> attention.<br />& <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> not. there air is going on and off (set to auto) in my apartment.<br />listening to that the rain and this music is keeping me calm.<br />for a second i was going insane about this one guy who left my house 50 days ago.<br />& yes that makes me sound a little <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_7" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">crazy</span>, however i only know because now he is<br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_8" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">incarcerated</span> 45 minutes away from me.<br />sitting here wondering why he <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_9" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">hasn't</span> called or text since the day he left,<br />comes to find out he was arrested moments after leaving my house.<br />he's been looking to get in some kind of contact with me.<br />he did.<br />the drug of joy ran through my blood stream.<br />"sometimes in life you run across a love unknown without a reason it seems like you belong" - <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_10" class="blsp-spelling-error">anthony</span> <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_11" class="blsp-spelling-error">hamilton</span>.<br /><br />the rain has stopped.<br />the air is off.<br />the music is still playing.<br />and <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_12" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> sitting in bed alone.<br />i just want him back, i have a strong feeling he is my other half.<br /><br />so, i have 5 more months left until i am done with school.<br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_13" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> anxiously waiting for the day to come and a teacher tells me how many hours i have left.<br />hours that will be completed in a day or two. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_14" class="blsp-spelling-error">uggh</span>.<br />the great feeling of accomplishing yet another task that someone strongly doubted me on.<br /><br />you want to know a funny thing?<br />so i have this ex that i once dated in <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_15" class="blsp-spelling-error">highschool</span>..<br />not that many years ago <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_16" class="blsp-spelling-error">lol</span>.<br />i express to him what i was thinking were my true and final feelings<br />and you know what he does?<br />tells me hes not worth my tears.<br />probably because his heart was somewhere else.<br />not because he ever done me wrong or was pathetic.<br />because none of those describe him.<br />kind of hurts to know that the person you have these types of feelings for<br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_17" class="blsp-spelling-error">dont</span> have them in return. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_18" class="blsp-spelling-error">idk</span> what to think, say, or how to feel about that.<br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_19" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> so lost and confused., but i cant help nor control another persons emotions.<br />its only right that i learn to let him go.<br />& i have because <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_20" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> waiting patiently on who i believe is my other half.<br />& while doing so, i cant let my past get in the way of my possible future.<br /><br />just my feelings <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_21" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> updating you all on.<br />hope you enjoyed me sharing my story with you all.<br /><br />(post updated pics in a few.)JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-72778328454621475662009-07-28T16:31:00.000-07:002009-07-28T16:36:41.094-07:00JUST AN UPDATEHEYYY EVERYONE, THIS IS JUST AN UPDATE ..<br /><br /><br />I KNOW IVE BEEN GONE FOR QUITE SOMETIME .. <br />DIDNT MEAN TO KEEP YOU ALL WAITING .. <br /><br />ANYWHO, LETS SEE WHATS NEW .. <br />PAST MY FRESHMAN FINAL EXIT EXAM I AM NOT A SENIOR IN COSMETOLOGY<br />WHICH MEANS IM CLOSER TO GRADUATING YAYY ME!<br /><br />HM, ... NEW HAIR STYLE LIKE EVERYWEEK, WELL THATS NOTHING NEW<br />BASICALLY NOTHING IS NEW LOL.. SCHOOL HOME OUT SCHOOL AND SO ON .. <br /><br /><br />OHHHHH WAIT, <br />YEA I MET THIS KID NAMED HOLLYWOOD..<br />HM, BASICALLY BOMB.<br /><br />WELL, THERE WILL OF COURSE BE MORE POST FOR NOW ON ... <br /><br /><br />LETS DO THIS AGAIN SOMETIME,<br />FENDIIBBY xo.<br /><br />PS:<br />---<br />HEY SINCE IVE BEEN GONE SO LONG HOW ABOUT YALL TELL ME WHAT IVE BEEN MISSING <br />WHATS THE LATEST ON YOU? :)JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-63565486985263737532009-06-20T23:29:00.000-07:002009-06-20T23:38:55.883-07:00have yu everIts been a while since I last posted.. Been going through some things & the break was much needed.<br /><br />Have yu ever been addicted to something with no taste no sound no smell just a soft strong structured feeling just features that would blow you away? Have yu ever been in a room with a person & every time yu make eye contact yu giggle have yu ever felt that liddle tingley feeling inside when being around someone yu halfway knw but knw somehow yu have the most feelings for.. Have yu ever wondered what it is that cause a person to fall for another even when they half way knw each other.. Is that what "love at first site" means?.. <br /><br />Schools been good lately there are 3 or 2 more weeks until I'm out on the floor working with clients & giving my cards out to possibly new clients.. I kant wait! Everything is just falling into place & I knw this is happening bc I have 3 angels watching over me!<br /><br />Short poem:<br />For a second I almost got to the point of no return.. Just kept kuttin & kuttin until the pain went away & when I awoke from a dream I often wished were true the pain disappeared.<br /><br />Good night..<br />Ps: updated look koming soon!JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-81922805659247444792009-05-19T18:18:00.000-07:002009-05-20T04:27:25.984-07:00R.I.P DOLLA aka BUCC<p><br /><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/FBpjCM-EvZQ&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/FBpjCM-EvZQ&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></p><br /><p></p><br /><p>IM MISSIN YU ALREADY & YU KNOW WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!</p><br /><p>WATCH OVER ME BUCC! luv lil sis<br /><br /><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/y_IpR3hocX0&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/y_IpR3hocX0&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ShNhkPoxL2I/AAAAAAAAAiU/m1c0sTH9vZU/s1600-h/bucc3x.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337717258664882018" style="WIDTH: 288px; 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height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Sf4FI_dPwAI/AAAAAAAAAiM/msymgtrVpgE/s400/n597082061_5910.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331704660884439042" /></a><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 246px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Sf4FIpyjThI/AAAAAAAAAiE/CS2_iyBiswI/s400/n597082061_2157773_2545011.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331704655068220946" /><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 268px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Sf4FItU57sI/AAAAAAAAAh8/7qgjxWrlsGg/s400/n597082061_2157772_5575656.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331704656017616578" /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Sf4FIVka5SI/AAAAAAAAAh0/uKlCQX2NVok/s400/n597082061_2157771_5818466.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331704649640240418" /></div>JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-63458675898059080682009-04-17T08:46:00.000-07:002009-04-17T08:48:41.957-07:00LEFT ME SPEECHLESS<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Seikq5FmLDI/AAAAAAAAAhk/XCuF6vJqGuo/s1600-h/star-style-nicole-richie.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5325687616151366706" style="WIDTH: 225px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Seikq5FmLDI/AAAAAAAAAhk/XCuF6vJqGuo/s400/star-style-nicole-richie.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><p align="right"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Seikq9HFhLI/AAAAAAAAAhc/8z_Dk3fk5rQ/s1600-h/floral-annasui.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5325687617231357106" style="WIDTH: 375px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Seikq9HFhLI/AAAAAAAAAhc/8z_Dk3fk5rQ/s400/floral-annasui.jpg" border="0" /></a></p><p align="right">enjoy the new finds.. </p><p align="right">..until next time..</p><p align="right">peace&love</p>JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-22157685740775034532009-04-17T08:41:00.001-07:002009-04-17T08:42:37.316-07:00ON THE STREETS IN LA<p align="right"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/SeijRwjEnmI/AAAAAAAAAhU/0URL6ejhE9E/s1600-h/LA-6112_230.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5325686084850720354" style="DISPLAY: block; 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<br />So basically, the homie has been workin extra hard & putting in some major time with his new mix tape! YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO HIS MUSIC!!! I mean, the kid has skills.. and im not just saying this because hes the homie.. I'm saying this because this is oh sooo true! ANYHOW, download the music.. and let me know what you think. His word skills are sick.. :)
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<br />peace&love
<br />JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-50899771801387634892009-04-10T05:33:00.001-07:002009-04-10T05:33:50.257-07:00and they say..& they say everything in the dark comes to light. Well, at 7am its still dark & I still feel everything from my past huanting me. I'm not ashamed of my past nor scared of it.. Just help me understand why at 7am I get the thoughts of "what if".. And I try not to question the past as the present nor the present as the future. Yet sometimes (rarely) will I have these unaswerable questions. So I just sit and wonder to myself and let the time go by.<br /><br />Until next time..<br /><br />Peace&love<br /><br />Ps:<br />I will be posting some fresh music from a friend of mine.JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-36366568993563834152009-04-02T20:22:00.001-07:002009-04-02T20:36:28.734-07:00it's been a minute.<div align="right"> <a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/SdWBQoPcjbI/AAAAAAAAAgU/XM8AHBVn-hs/s1600-h/n597082061_2041476_174675.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5320300657488203186" style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/SdWBQoPcjbI/AAAAAAAAAgU/XM8AHBVn-hs/s400/n597082061_2041476_174675.jpg" border="0" /></a>so im up and im thinking, what is it that has me all baffeled in the mind.. what am i seriously getting out this "situation" this .. this "thing" we call a "relationship" .. i mean .. one minute we're super kewl and the next its like we dont know eachother. is it me? am i not asking questions that has logical answers to them?.. i mean idk what to do anymore .. and for some odd reason ... some very <span style="color:#ff6600;">ODD </span>reason, i continue to stick it out and just see where this can go..<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/SdWBQQobvgI/AAAAAAAAAgM/jt_ucs7xJzw/s1600-h/2646_72699192061_597082061_2041474_6139113_n.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5320300651150556674" style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/SdWBQQobvgI/AAAAAAAAAgM/jt_ucs7xJzw/s400/2646_72699192061_597082061_2041474_6139113_n.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div align="right">im doing so good, here in <span style="color:#009900;">ATL</span>.. i really am.. im staying focused.. im gettin what i want (for the most part) and im doing things other than sit around and worry about what fit to wear to the next function.. i mean thats never a bad thing but it is when thats the only thing yure doing with yur life.. idk, i guess i can say im proud of myself for once and i appreciate all that was installed in me from all the ppl who took the time to mold me as i was growing and even correct some mistakes as i am now .. i really appreciate it .. </div><p align="center"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/SdWBQcHa2PI/AAAAAAAAAgE/Rli7Hv61hLE/s1600-h/2646_72699072061_597082061_2041472_2166034_n.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5320300654233311474" style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/SdWBQcHa2PI/AAAAAAAAAgE/Rli7Hv61hLE/s400/2646_72699072061_597082061_2041472_2166034_n.jpg" border="0" /></a></p><p align="center">theres just something about ATL that made me hate it so much and when i say hate i literally mean <span style="color:#6600cc;">HATE</span> .. <em><u><span style="color:#33ffff;">GREATLY DISPISE</span></u></em>!but now that im back.. more mature, more of an adult there was nothing really i could say bad about this place.. it was never the place.. moreso the people who remained here.. theyre such bottom feeders.. like .. idk .. the worst word possible to describe someone and thats them.. so immature, so young minded, so petty and childish .. the games got old by the minute. im happy i didnt stay here for the years i was in LA.. hm, speaking of which .. im missing it .. but not missing it to the point where im crying over it.. idk when i go back i know for fact a great blessing will be there waiting for me to open it .. :)</p><p align="center"> </p><p align="right">enjoy the pics.. new hair color!</p><p align="right">xxo mwah</p><p align="right">hcharlie's angel</p>JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-65992821393119315932009-03-30T22:17:00.000-07:002009-03-30T22:24:56.924-07:00while i was out..I baught a new phone, which means I have a new number due to people stalking me.. Seriously! I love it.. The blackberry 8300 I knw bb has been out and in but before I only had the bb pearl.. Which isn't ish compared to this one hehe..<br /><br />I'm bloggin from my phone :)<br /><br />Another thing I did while I was gone, well this is new. I colored my hair blackM pics will be up soon. <br /><br />Nyt :)JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-18071286886350630022009-03-24T20:51:00.000-07:002009-03-24T20:55:09.375-07:00CHARLIE'S ANGELS<p align="center"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ScmqdXQGvWI/AAAAAAAAAf8/5OwXI-JRtuQ/s1600-h/n1466797288_30247822_3702792.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5316968256522075490" style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ScmqdXQGvWI/AAAAAAAAAf8/5OwXI-JRtuQ/s400/n1466797288_30247822_3702792.jpg" border="0" /></a></p><p align="center"> </p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;">U CAN COME PARTY WIT ME ALL WEEKENED EVERY THURSDAY @ FREQUENCY{IN THE UNDERGROUND}, AND FRIDAY @ STUDIO 72{3965 LAWRENCEVILLE HWY}!!! CHARLIE BROWN & CHARLIE'S ANGELS!!!</span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;"></span> </p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;">!im officially a charlie's angel!</span></p>JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-21497112533851651602009-03-18T18:37:00.000-07:002009-03-18T18:41:48.125-07:00A FEW LIKES>> DO YU LIKE?<div><div>just saw a few things as I was browsing the internet .. </div><div><br /></div><div>tell me what yu think .. yes no maybe so .. or down right never?!</div><p align="left"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ScGiMfO4lwI/AAAAAAAAAf0/a5TU9KWIcNY/s1600-h/PG_NWICEBLUE_DBLUELE_PD.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314707370699953922" style="WIDTH: 249px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 249px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ScGiMfO4lwI/AAAAAAAAAf0/a5TU9KWIcNY/s320/PG_NWICEBLUE_DBLUELE_PD.jpg" border="0" /></a></p><p align="center"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314707365088274850" style="WIDTH: 216px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 270px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ScGiMKU9KaI/AAAAAAAAAfs/h6YBD2-qZTY/s320/MKX0AX1_mn.jpg" border="0" /></p><p align="right"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314707364279644882" style="WIDTH: 216px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 270px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ScGiMHUKctI/AAAAAAAAAfk/gXKXrrla7rk/s320/MKV0915_mn.jpg" border="0" /></p></div>JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-84017191824177791942009-03-18T17:05:00.000-07:002009-03-18T17:28:21.778-07:00SEPHORA!<div><div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ScGNcBip8_I/AAAAAAAAAfE/X-GCaXyKeWs/s1600-h/C17400_hdr.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314684547863540722" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 82px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ScGNcBip8_I/AAAAAAAAAfE/X-GCaXyKeWs/s320/C17400_hdr.jpg" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ScGNcPrIcbI/AAAAAAAAAe8/7j_fDpzyLvw/s1600-h/C18174_hdr.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314684551657189810" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 82px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ScGNcPrIcbI/AAAAAAAAAe8/7j_fDpzyLvw/s320/C18174_hdr.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div>So today I learned about <a href="http://www.sephora.com/">Sephora</a>! Now I've heard about it pleanty of times before, but never reeally took the time to go into the store and see what they have to offer. Well, today my class took a trip to the mall for an assignment. As we came to a closing on the assignment, a classmate an I walked around and checked some of the stores out. She turned me on to <a href="http://www.sephora.com/">Sephora</a>. At first, I'll be honest, I wasn't the slightest into makeup. I DONT NEED IT. BUT, I'm starting to like it. Well, just like the peal on polish they have now, she introduced me to the peal on eyeshadow... comes in a box of 4 sets for $25.. NOT BAD RIGHT?! I couldn't find a picture of it on their site however, it is found in their stores. I feel in love today!<br /></div><br /><p align="right"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ScGNcE_qxvI/AAAAAAAAAfM/swoeOL7VYhg/s1600-h/P194264_lg.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314684548790535922" style="WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ScGNcE_qxvI/AAAAAAAAAfM/swoeOL7VYhg/s320/P194264_lg.jpg" border="0" /></a>this was really kewl.. it's this sleek and portable shaving system is all you need to get smooth, stubble-free legs comparable to a professional hair-removal treatment. Get ready to go bare!</p><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ScGOXrKLxHI/AAAAAAAAAfU/72npzPos6lM/s1600-h/P141942_hero.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314685572647470194" style="WIDTH: 250px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 250px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ScGOXrKLxHI/AAAAAAAAAfU/72npzPos6lM/s320/P141942_hero.jpg" border="0" /></a>another thing im falling in love with.. EYELASHES.. this are so sexy, they just change an outfit completely .. idk why never wore them before lol.. Deluxe Lash Kit - Black Quickly and easily apply these false lashes with one hand and no mess. The contoured tip of this handy tool provides the perfect placement of these super sexy lashes and also removes them with ease. The soft, antibacterial storage stand retains the natural lash curve.Set includes Lash Placement Set, one set of black lashes, and glue.To Apply:Using the soft applicator tip, gently grasp lashes at the lash line. Apply a thin line of lash adhesive to the lash band. Let dry a few seconds until tacky. Close eyelid. Gently press the soft-tipped applicator just above natural lashes.To Remove:Gently grasp the false lashes just above the lash band. Gently pull from the inside, working outward to remove the lash. Store lashes on storage stand.</div><br /><div></div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ScGP90rR_fI/AAAAAAAAAfc/q3k9MlIPyg8/s1600-h/P231511_hero.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314687327548866034" style="WIDTH: 250px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 250px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/ScGP90rR_fI/AAAAAAAAAfc/q3k9MlIPyg8/s320/P231511_hero.jpg" border="0" /></a>I've always liked eyeshadow.. but never really wore it to much.. and now I'm just wanting to buy so much so i can wear it everyday almost .. i love being a girl .. Smokin' Eyes... What it is:A kit that delivers a sexy eye and brow makeover.What it does:Benefit Smokin' Eyes... has everything a gal needs to create sexy, smoky "after hours" eyes and perfectly groomed brows in no time. With the blendable shades and a step-by-step lesson, even makeup-phobes can smoke it out like pros. When the sun goes down, this smoldering eye kit comes out to play!This set includes:- 3 Eyeshadows- Smokin' Liner- Brow Zings in Light- EyeBright- Tweezies- Fluff Shadow Brush/ Hard Angle Brush<br /><div></div><div> </div><div>Here are some video clips.. ENJOY!</div></div></div></div><br /><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/z9iUArqTl_c&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/z9iUArqTl_c&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/dVOF8BveUAc&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/dVOF8BveUAc&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/0Ah03ZTJQOI&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/0Ah03ZTJQOI&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-72618968200737945502009-03-18T16:47:00.000-07:002009-03-18T16:52:13.663-07:00Dear MEdear me,<br /><br />just felt as though i should write this for me to look back on someday.. im feeling a lot different now-a-days.. i see things in a different light, a more mature prospective.. im understanding the wants and needs.. the expected and least expected .. im understanding life and im seeing the changes im making as im growing up in this crazy world. well this is all i had to say..<br /><br />just when yu least expect something, yur life changes in a major way.. & whether or not yu think yure mentally capable of dealing wit wudev the situation is, yu have to deal wit it & theres no running away from it. responsibility is a big part of our lives. i have no more room to complain, i take everything as a blessing & a lesson. Im a full time student; i go to school faithfully everyday up at 7 there by 8:45 & out at 4:30pm.. i work everyday.. never taking breaks.. & now, i have two liddle girls to take care of, & of course it's only right, theyre my God daughters. im going to put my all into raising them correctly & teaching them things i had to learn on my own. Life is a one time thing, don't take anything for granted. Thats my lesson of the day.JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-71259147016735081932009-03-15T16:28:00.000-07:002009-03-15T16:55:12.161-07:00WHiLE i WAS G0NE: PiKS.<div align="right"><div>As I was taking a liddle break from the world I made a big change with myself .. I like it.. Takes time getting use to .. but hey .. wudev .. It's me or nothing, flaws and all .. lol .. (for those of yu who don't like short hair)</div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Sb2TfJw7ebI/AAAAAAAAAeM/YRYK3FmMZdo/s1600-h/CIMG6341.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313565298773424562" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Sb2TfJw7ebI/AAAAAAAAAeM/YRYK3FmMZdo/s320/CIMG6341.jpg" border="0" /></a><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Sb2TecE07kI/AAAAAAAAAd8/89umYcNQXns/s1600-h/CIMG6336.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313565286508850754" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Sb2TecE07kI/AAAAAAAAAd8/89umYcNQXns/s320/CIMG6336.jpg" border="0" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Sb2Tdx33PeI/AAAAAAAAAds/d1UtIvG-QGE/s1600-h/CIMG6329.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313565275180187106" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Sb2Tdx33PeI/AAAAAAAAAds/d1UtIvG-QGE/s320/CIMG6329.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Sb2TeE0etII/AAAAAAAAAd0/jmXIz06AI6k/s1600-h/CIMG6335.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313565280266269826" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Sb2TeE0etII/AAAAAAAAAd0/jmXIz06AI6k/s320/CIMG6335.jpg" border="0" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Sb2Te1L3ObI/AAAAAAAAAeE/0rcdfxrcf6s/s1600-h/CIMG6337.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313565293249247666" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Sb2Te1L3ObI/AAAAAAAAAeE/0rcdfxrcf6s/s320/CIMG6337.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6633ff;"><em>DID ANYONE MISS ME?</em></span></div><br /></div>JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-5001532791633561442009-03-11T21:23:00.000-07:002009-03-11T21:38:07.262-07:00THE RETURN!<div align="right">So it is .. 12:24 am.. I'm studying .. (i find that i retain the best information when it's really late). </div><div align="right">I have been gone for quite some time & I think it would be quite the pleasure for me to fill you all in .. OMG IVE MISSED YOU ALL SO MUCHHHH! lol.. however i enjoyed my break!</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">Thank you all for commenting the post! Hope you enjoyed everything lol .. </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">Hm, lets see.. March 2nd I started work! (Doc Green; salad bar & grill)..</div><div align="right">March 5th, I started school! (Empire Beauty & Cosmetology School)..</div><div align="right">I was considering getting this truck, however, my mother is getting it instead & I am getting a VW Passat =] yayyy me! </div><div align="right">I'm learning so much in school it's ridiculous.. I never knew there was so many interesting things within the field of "cosmetology' .. </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">and before you all go and judge me.. understand this.. I am an Esthetician.. a specialist in the beautification of the skin and body. I do not ONLY style hair, I engage in facials, nails, eyebrows, the care of skin, etc.. Before you judge me & my decisions.. YES I will & can make a living off of hair.. believe me, it's a high market & it's in high demand. Am I making a living off of it ONLY? NO, my goal is to become a well rounded stylist.. </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">PLZ PPL DO NOT JOCK MY STYLE lol .. jp Im clearly fine with you becoming motivated off of my ambitions =] ..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">The program that I am in will last me 11 months.. and then once I've graduated I will go to State Board and preform certain procedures in front of them as they critique. I will also take a written test there in front of them. </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">Following along with receiving my Masters in Cosmetology, I will then go to a fashion school where I will obtain my Bach in fashion. =] get my drift? </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">A stylist is not only one thing. Fashion is not only clothes.</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">I want to be fashion stylist capable of styling in all ways, forms, & fashions. I want to be able to do facials, make-up, hair, dressing "styling" a person, doing their eye brows.. ect .. ect! I want to be WELL ROUNDED! The more you are able to do, the more you will accessed and get paid =]</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">I will post pictures later on.. maybe tomorrow or some time before Monday!</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">ps.</div><div align="right">i've been working so hard.</div><div align="right">i go to school full time 9am-4:30 pm</div><div align="right">then work.. not every day but 9 times out of 10 every day</div><div align="right">& i go until closing .. IM WORKING HARD! & IM FOCUSED!</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">until next time.. </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">peace&love</div>JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3537188427014951258.post-71864269811103480792009-03-01T12:12:00.001-08:002009-03-01T12:31:20.744-08:00BREAKING NEWS!<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/SarwgsNV2fI/AAAAAAAAAdc/U6dUiGXxIh8/s1600-h/Photo+132.jpg" style="text-decoration: none;"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/SarwgsNV2fI/AAAAAAAAAdc/U6dUiGXxIh8/s320/Photo+132.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308319555223149042" /></a></div>So as you all may know, I was taking a break.. well.. I planned on it.. Until I couldn't help but notice the sounds that I heard outside my window when I woke up this morning. It didn't sound like rain.. because that's the sound that put me to sleep last night.. & it wasn't the sound of the wind blowing the leaves that were laying around either. This sound was a sound of its own, as any, yet this sound was soft.. loud.. idk it was just it's own thing.. I can't really compare it to anything or actually describe it. Anyhow, I'd like to introduce you to REAL snow in ATLANTA, GA.. in MARCH!!!! note this is the first time (in my life) that I've ever seen it snow this hard, and this heavy, & actually stick.. my sister has to get the snow off of her car.. I feel like I'm back at home (Chicago).. well, it's not snowing that hard but it's hard for Atlanta.<img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Sarv48LoMHI/AAAAAAAAAdM/qXkEYjEiDdE/s320/Photo+125.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308318872316162162" /><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/SarvKosCxeI/AAAAAAAAAdE/r2S6nASyMmk/s320/Photo+119.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308318076809430498" /><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/SarvKc95tmI/AAAAAAAAAc8/W3GM_vFwN9k/s320/Photo+124.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308318073663108706" /><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EXFAxFFIsx4/Sarv5V2DO_I/AAAAAAAAAdU/NuRSzZvskQY/s320/Photo+126.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308318879204981746" /><div><br /></div><div>ps. im going back on my break.. i just thought i should post this before it stopped and i become mad at myself for not taking the pictures. =] ..until next time..</div><div><br /></div><div>~peace&love~</div>JAYFENDiihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00541057463303567734noreply@blogger.com9