01.14.09

listening to amy winehouse & talking.. im really thinking..

boy oh boy is this THE most hardest thing for me to do.. its really not as easy as it may seem.. expressing my feeling (emotions) doesnt just happen.. i get scared .. and right now theres a guard up but i feel its keeping me from saying how i feel when i feel it.. idk, but it takes a lot for me to like a person and when i do i like hard.. i dont do relationships because in the past ive been hurt.. i've had a "niggas" mind state for the past 3 yrs (lol.. tara) .. im to be honest its getting old .. im just ready for one thing and thing only..

Amy Winehouse - Love Is A Losing Game.mp3 - Amy Winehouse