Its been a while since I last posted.. Been going through some things & the break was much needed.
Have yu ever been addicted to something with no taste no sound no smell just a soft strong structured feeling just features that would blow you away? Have yu ever been in a room with a person & every time yu make eye contact yu giggle have yu ever felt that liddle tingley feeling inside when being around someone yu halfway knw but knw somehow yu have the most feelings for.. Have yu ever wondered what it is that cause a person to fall for another even when they half way knw each other.. Is that what "love at first site" means?..
Schools been good lately there are 3 or 2 more weeks until I'm out on the floor working with clients & giving my cards out to possibly new clients.. I kant wait! Everything is just falling into place & I knw this is happening bc I have 3 angels watching over me!
Short poem:
For a second I almost got to the point of no return.. Just kept kuttin & kuttin until the pain went away & when I awoke from a dream I often wished were true the pain disappeared.
Good night..
Ps: updated look koming soon!
Jun 20, 2009
have yu ever
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ON THE STREETS IN LA
OHHH how i LOVEEE FASHION
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NEW MUSIC PPL: DizZyaNa
So basically, the homie has been workin extra hard & putting in some major time with his new mix tape! YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO HIS MUSIC!!! I mean, the kid has skills.. and im not just saying this because hes the homie.. I'm saying this because this is oh sooo true! ANYHOW, download the music.. and let me know what you think. His word skills are sick.. :)
..until next time..
peace&love
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Labels: MUSIC
Apr 10, 2009
and they say..
& they say everything in the dark comes to light. Well, at 7am its still dark & I still feel everything from my past huanting me. I'm not ashamed of my past nor scared of it.. Just help me understand why at 7am I get the thoughts of "what if".. And I try not to question the past as the present nor the present as the future. Yet sometimes (rarely) will I have these unaswerable questions. So I just sit and wonder to myself and let the time go by.
Until next time..
Peace&love
Ps:
I will be posting some fresh music from a friend of mine.
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Labels: LIFE
Apr 2, 2009
it's been a minute.
so im up and im thinking, what is it that has me all baffeled in the mind.. what am i seriously getting out this "situation" this .. this "thing" we call a "relationship" .. i mean .. one minute we're super kewl and the next its like we dont know eachother. is it me? am i not asking questions that has logical answers to them?.. i mean idk what to do anymore .. and for some odd reason ... some very ODD reason, i continue to stick it out and just see where this can go..
theres just something about ATL that made me hate it so much and when i say hate i literally mean HATE .. GREATLY DISPISE!but now that im back.. more mature, more of an adult there was nothing really i could say bad about this place.. it was never the place.. moreso the people who remained here.. theyre such bottom feeders.. like .. idk .. the worst word possible to describe someone and thats them.. so immature, so young minded, so petty and childish .. the games got old by the minute. im happy i didnt stay here for the years i was in LA.. hm, speaking of which .. im missing it .. but not missing it to the point where im crying over it.. idk when i go back i know for fact a great blessing will be there waiting for me to open it .. :)
enjoy the pics.. new hair color!
xxo mwah
hcharlie's angel
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