it's been a minute.

so im up and im thinking, what is it that has me all baffeled in the mind.. what am i seriously getting out this "situation" this .. this "thing" we call a "relationship" .. i mean .. one minute we're super kewl and the next its like we dont know eachother. is it me? am i not asking questions that has logical answers to them?.. i mean idk what to do anymore .. and for some odd reason ... some very ODD reason, i continue to stick it out and just see where this can go..

im doing so good, here in ATL.. i really am.. im staying focused.. im gettin what i want (for the most part) and im doing things other than sit around and worry about what fit to wear to the next function.. i mean thats never a bad thing but it is when thats the only thing yure doing with yur life.. idk, i guess i can say im proud of myself for once and i appreciate all that was installed in me from all the ppl who took the time to mold me as i was growing and even correct some mistakes as i am now .. i really appreciate it ..

theres just something about ATL that made me hate it so much and when i say hate i literally mean HATE .. GREATLY DISPISE!but now that im back.. more mature, more of an adult there was nothing really i could say bad about this place.. it was never the place.. moreso the people who remained here.. theyre such bottom feeders.. like .. idk .. the worst word possible to describe someone and thats them.. so immature, so young minded, so petty and childish .. the games got old by the minute. im happy i didnt stay here for the years i was in LA.. hm, speaking of which .. im missing it .. but not missing it to the point where im crying over it.. idk when i go back i know for fact a great blessing will be there waiting for me to open it .. :)

enjoy the pics.. new hair color!

xxo mwah

hcharlie's angel

while i was out..

I baught a new phone, which means I have a new number due to people stalking me.. Seriously! I love it.. The blackberry 8300 I knw bb has been out and in but before I only had the bb pearl.. Which isn't ish compared to this one hehe..

I'm bloggin from my phone :)

Another thing I did while I was gone, well this is new. I colored my hair blackM pics will be up soon.

Nyt :)

CHARLIE'S ANGELS

U CAN COME PARTY WIT ME ALL WEEKENED EVERY THURSDAY @ FREQUENCY{IN THE UNDERGROUND}, AND FRIDAY @ STUDIO 72{3965 LAWRENCEVILLE HWY}!!! CHARLIE BROWN & CHARLIE'S ANGELS!!!

!im officially a charlie's angel!

A FEW LIKES>> DO YU LIKE?

just saw a few things as I was browsing the internet ..

tell me what yu think .. yes no maybe so .. or down right never?!

SEPHORA!

So today I learned about Sephora! Now I've heard about it pleanty of times before, but never reeally took the time to go into the store and see what they have to offer. Well, today my class took a trip to the mall for an assignment. As we came to a closing on the assignment, a classmate an I walked around and checked some of the stores out. She turned me on to Sephora. At first, I'll be honest, I wasn't the slightest into makeup. I DONT NEED IT. BUT, I'm starting to like it. Well, just like the peal on polish they have now, she introduced me to the peal on eyeshadow... comes in a box of 4 sets for $25.. NOT BAD RIGHT?! I couldn't find a picture of it on their site however, it is found in their stores. I feel in love today!

this was really kewl.. it's this sleek and portable shaving system is all you need to get smooth, stubble-free legs comparable to a professional hair-removal treatment. Get ready to go bare!

another thing im falling in love with.. EYELASHES.. this are so sexy, they just change an outfit completely .. idk why never wore them before lol.. Deluxe Lash Kit - Black Quickly and easily apply these false lashes with one hand and no mess. The contoured tip of this handy tool provides the perfect placement of these super sexy lashes and also removes them with ease. The soft, antibacterial storage stand retains the natural lash curve.Set includes Lash Placement Set, one set of black lashes, and glue.To Apply:Using the soft applicator tip, gently grasp lashes at the lash line. Apply a thin line of lash adhesive to the lash band. Let dry a few seconds until tacky. Close eyelid. Gently press the soft-tipped applicator just above natural lashes.To Remove:Gently grasp the false lashes just above the lash band. Gently pull from the inside, working outward to remove the lash. Store lashes on storage stand.

I've always liked eyeshadow.. but never really wore it to much.. and now I'm just wanting to buy so much so i can wear it everyday almost .. i love being a girl .. Smokin' Eyes... What it is:A kit that delivers a sexy eye and brow makeover.What it does:Benefit Smokin' Eyes... has everything a gal needs to create sexy, smoky "after hours" eyes and perfectly groomed brows in no time. With the blendable shades and a step-by-step lesson, even makeup-phobes can smoke it out like pros. When the sun goes down, this smoldering eye kit comes out to play!This set includes:- 3 Eyeshadows- Smokin' Liner- Brow Zings in Light- EyeBright- Tweezies- Fluff Shadow Brush/ Hard Angle Brush

Here are some video clips.. ENJOY!

Dear ME

dear me,

just felt as though i should write this for me to look back on someday.. im feeling a lot different now-a-days.. i see things in a different light, a more mature prospective.. im understanding the wants and needs.. the expected and least expected .. im understanding life and im seeing the changes im making as im growing up in this crazy world. well this is all i had to say..

just when yu least expect something, yur life changes in a major way.. & whether or not yu think yure mentally capable of dealing wit wudev the situation is, yu have to deal wit it & theres no running away from it. responsibility is a big part of our lives. i have no more room to complain, i take everything as a blessing & a lesson. Im a full time student; i go to school faithfully everyday up at 7 there by 8:45 & out at 4:30pm.. i work everyday.. never taking breaks.. & now, i have two liddle girls to take care of, & of course it's only right, theyre my God daughters. im going to put my all into raising them correctly & teaching them things i had to learn on my own. Life is a one time thing, don't take anything for granted. Thats my lesson of the day.

WHiLE i WAS G0NE: PiKS.

As I was taking a liddle break from the world I made a big change with myself .. I like it.. Takes time getting use to .. but hey .. wudev .. It's me or nothing, flaws and all .. lol .. (for those of yu who don't like short hair)

DID ANYONE MISS ME?

THE RETURN!

So it is .. 12:24 am.. I'm studying .. (i find that i retain the best information when it's really late).

I have been gone for quite some time & I think it would be quite the pleasure for me to fill you all in .. OMG IVE MISSED YOU ALL SO MUCHHHH! lol.. however i enjoyed my break!

Thank you all for commenting the post! Hope you enjoyed everything lol ..

Hm, lets see.. March 2nd I started work! (Doc Green; salad bar & grill)..

March 5th, I started school! (Empire Beauty & Cosmetology School)..

I was considering getting this truck, however, my mother is getting it instead & I am getting a VW Passat =] yayyy me!

I'm learning so much in school it's ridiculous.. I never knew there was so many interesting things within the field of "cosmetology' ..

and before you all go and judge me.. understand this.. I am an Esthetician.. a specialist in the beautification of the skin and body. I do not ONLY style hair, I engage in facials, nails, eyebrows, the care of skin, etc.. Before you judge me & my decisions.. YES I will & can make a living off of hair.. believe me, it's a high market & it's in high demand. Am I making a living off of it ONLY? NO, my goal is to become a well rounded stylist..

PLZ PPL DO NOT JOCK MY STYLE lol .. jp Im clearly fine with you becoming motivated off of my ambitions =] ..

The program that I am in will last me 11 months.. and then once I've graduated I will go to State Board and preform certain procedures in front of them as they critique. I will also take a written test there in front of them.

Following along with receiving my Masters in Cosmetology, I will then go to a fashion school where I will obtain my Bach in fashion. =] get my drift?

A stylist is not only one thing. Fashion is not only clothes.

I want to be fashion stylist capable of styling in all ways, forms, & fashions. I want to be able to do facials, make-up, hair, dressing "styling" a person, doing their eye brows.. ect .. ect! I want to be WELL ROUNDED! The more you are able to do, the more you will accessed and get paid =]

I will post pictures later on.. maybe tomorrow or some time before Monday!

ps.

i've been working so hard.

i go to school full time 9am-4:30 pm

then work.. not every day but 9 times out of 10 every day

& i go until closing .. IM WORKING HARD! & IM FOCUSED!

until next time..

peace&love

BREAKING NEWS!

So as you all may know, I was taking a break.. well.. I planned on it.. Until I couldn't help but notice the sounds that I heard outside my window when I woke up this morning. It didn't sound like rain.. because that's the sound that put me to sleep last night.. & it wasn't the sound of the wind blowing the leaves that were laying around either. This sound was a sound of its own, as any, yet this sound was soft.. loud.. idk it was just it's own thing.. I can't really compare it to anything or actually describe it. Anyhow, I'd like to introduce you to REAL snow in ATLANTA, GA.. in MARCH!!!! note this is the first time (in my life) that I've ever seen it snow this hard, and this heavy, & actually stick.. my sister has to get the snow off of her car.. I feel like I'm back at home (Chicago).. well, it's not snowing that hard but it's hard for Atlanta.

ps. im going back on my break.. i just thought i should post this before it stopped and i become mad at myself for not taking the pictures. =] ..until next time..

~peace&love~

OVERRLY DUMB BORED ON FB LASTNIGHT; lmao

Jayron Afshar at 6:49am February 28
lmfao ahahahah "what would jesus do?" omg ahahan bitch u look bored makin all these videos ahahn fyi roxy lives out here now.. so dont try to make to go bacc.n ny is gonna be dumb poppn.. but my flight doesnt stop in atl =(bitch those numbers are notifications u dumb fuccwhat a waste of ur lifewaiitttt know what i jus remembered.. "yea im sorry my daddy was dark"lmfao ahahhaha

Jacinda Travis at 11:38am February 28
ahahahahahahahahahaha omg that was so funny! llmaoooooo yu suck .. why doesnt your flight stop here

Roxy Wales-Walden at 12:09pm February 28
you r a fuxking fool!!!! the end!!! lol ahahahahmm...get a life and 2nite go to club crucial!!! thats shit be poooopppiiin!!!! lolwell and it jerks♥ROXy♥

Jacinda Travis at 12:45pm February 28
lmaooo.. =] hehehe.. its soooo sad roxy it really is.. where did my life go. its like i turn 35 in two seconds.. lol