01.20.09

So today is the first time I've ever heard about the term "INAUGURATION" (sorry if that's ignorant of me).. and today is also the first day I've ever seen the President sworn in. I'm elated that today I could witness such a historical moment in all of our lives. I never once would have imagined it. The difference with the dreams back then kids had and the dreams of the kids today is.. back then you'd never once hear a (child of "color") say' "One day I will be the President," and now, this day, or rather since the campaign for the 09 election began.. the kids of today can dream big! You will hear a child say' "One day I will be the President!"

Just to sidetrack a little.. Today was lowkey stressful.. I had to register for spring semester, get my financial aid form completed, and take the test that the school I'm going to requires. Next will be orientation (Feb 27th) then registering for my classes. I'm happy that I've managed to do this on my own for the most part .. I'm learning my sense of independence. until next time ..


~PEACE&LOVE~
& HAPPY BARACK OBAMA DAY!

01.19.09

guess it would be wrong to not post something on a day like this ..

i can't believe today is Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. birthday (one of the best days in the year)
and its a day to say tomorrow it's official .. my President is BLACK! this is a time that i never even thought would happen .. i mean it would've been a big deal if the president turned out to be a white lady .. but not so much as the president being black .. biracial to be exact! .. someone i could actually relate to will be running the place where i live.. wow! that's truely amazing ..

happy MLK day
and remember this day forever in time!

**we're only one step away from another day in history**

now i have something to get off my chest .. 1st i started reading this book call Flyy Girl it's really good so far and i cannot put it down .. anyhow .. it's only 11 more days until my Mr. Perfect leaves to go on tour .. and when will he return .. idk .. i try not to be to nozy .. good thing they made ichat .. because idk if i could 2 months (or however long he'll be gone) without seeing him.. i know one thing, i'll def miss my baby! until next time ..


~PEACE&LOVE~

09.16.09

first i want to say, after researching further into my previous blog.. i've found that the law was made to abide by minors only .. and of course the disgusting adults who receive the pictures from the minors .. however if youre an adult then you are free to do whatever you like just as long as it doesn't involve a minor. and just to add my two cents .. i think this is one of the messiest laws ever made .. how did it just come out of no where .. anyways enough about that ..

i have a question .. is it just me or do you often go through this as well ..

how is it that i can help everyone else with their problems and yet i cannot take my own advice and help myself out with my "relationship" problems and questions .. ugggh .. what a mess .. its so hard to do anything with a guard up .. and i have no idea on how to let it down .. i just want to say whats on my mind and how i feel .. and let that be that .. well of course get a positive response .. this is making life complicated for me .. ugggh i cant deal! someone help me . leave a comment of advice if you will ..

until next time

~PLEASE&LOVE~

01.15.09

latest news.. gossip.. whatever you'd like to call it..

i received a text from my sister saying: better not send naked pics to phones the "phone law" is looking in to cell phones and on your pages (doesn't matter what site) and if you have them you will be charged with "sex ting". 6 kids in PA are being charged so tell your friends..

personally i don't do the nude or semi nude pictures and sending them to peoples phone .. however, if you do .. hey that's you .. that's whatever .. but just in case they are serious about this chill with forwarding your body to whomever is interested in viewing it ..

my only problem is .. when she called me to further explain this "new law" a few thoughts popped up in my mind .. she said 1) doesn't matter your age 2) its considered child pornography.

OK .. now what happens when those commercials come on saying do you want a Jena Jamison picture sent to your phone and she has nothing but a tiny bikini on (these are examples) and the simple fact that some people are over 18 sending these risky pictures.. shouldn't' they be allowed to do whatever it is they want to do with their phones and their body's? ..

now im not saying im for or against the sending of nude or half nude pictures, however, i do have plenty questions in regardS to the decision they've made .. i will do my best to find an article on this and post it.. for now .. leave your input .. do you think it's serious enough to go to jail just because you sent or received a nude or semi nude picture?

until next time ...

~PEACE&LOVE~

ps.
heres part of an article .. click the link to view more..

"A 15-year-old Ohio girl was arrested earlier this month for sending nude photos of herself to other minors and was facing felony criminal charges for illegally using a minor in nudity-oriented material and for possession of criminal tools. If convicted, the teen could have been forced to register as a sexual offender annually for ten years."

now this i can understand .. SHES 15 .. still .. i dont think its that serious to be charges and convicted for it..

Teen 'sexting' craze leading to child porn arrests in US

SEXTING - teens love to send nude photos

01.15.09

"for those of us who fall for the sweet talker, but he always has an excuse as to why he can't come around...
you might think you have struck gold when he is in your ear with all of the "honey's" "baby"s & crap but don't let that fool you. His sweet nothings are just that. They are much easier to say than "I'm not feelin' you" Remember that actions speak louder than words...." (http://theenusoul.blogspot.com/)


when i came across her blog i read this very carefully .. and thought to myself .. wow .. that's so true.. like right now im kind of "involved" with this person who speaks of sweet nothings.. and i fall for every word that flows ever so smoothly out of his mouth .. its like it almost comes as natural as blinking for me to fall for those kinds of guys .. even though i know its just that .. sweet nothings.. i can never shake it .. the thought of it possibly being true sweet somethings is enticing. and i nevertheless continue to hope and dream that one day it is true and those sweet nothings daringly turn into sweet somethings..


tell me, do you fall for those sweet nothings?
or do you feed them the words of never ending possibilities?...

until next time ..

~PEACE&LOVE~

01.14.09

listening to amy winehouse & talking.. im really thinking..

boy oh boy is this THE most hardest thing for me to do.. its really not as easy as it may seem.. expressing my feeling (emotions) doesnt just happen.. i get scared .. and right now theres a guard up but i feel its keeping me from saying how i feel when i feel it.. idk, but it takes a lot for me to like a person and when i do i like hard.. i dont do relationships because in the past ive been hurt.. i've had a "niggas" mind state for the past 3 yrs (lol.. tara) .. im to be honest its getting old .. im just ready for one thing and thing only..

Amy Winehouse - Love Is A Losing Game.mp3 - Amy Winehouse

01.14.09

and for some reason, people out in atlanta don't understand this fashion .. my friends ask me why do i dress the way i do.. why do i wear these strings, bands, and scarfs around my head the way i do.. silly people.. WAKE UP ITS 09 .. excessively long wavy (or straight) hair, big earrings, small jeans, jeans looking shoes, flat boats, long "lazy fitting" shirts, random color polish, and big glasses.. its the HIPPIE LOOK.. get into it. anyways i thought this was cute so i decided to share it with you all.. she's just to adorable!

CUTE OR WHAT

I LOVE HER HAIR!

do whatever it is you want to do .. work with whoever it is you want to work with ..

as long as you work with and from your heart ..

make sure every liddle thing you do is real no matter what or you won't get anywhere in life..

simple as that. until next time...


~PEACE&LOVE~